I hate starting a blog, I feel all uncomfortable and out of place. I don’t know what to write and I feel like I’m doing everything wrong. It’s nice when you see your archives feeling up and you no longer feel like you shouldn’t be here. Sure can’t wait for that feeling to kick in…
So, I’m a moany cow today because I have been having a pretty crappy week. Found out my dog had been put down, I wasn’t moving, the garage ordered in glass for the wrong side of the fecking car leaving me stranded. Mostly because the second last time the car got broken into, they took my pram. Wankers. I’m in a bad mood and want to bitch about it some more.
Do you ever have days or even weeks were you just get sick of everything? Like you’ve been letting people away with things because you don’t want a row then if you’re in a bad mood you just want to unleash a ball of rage on them? Well that’s me this week. I’ve actually been pretty quiet, avoiding confrontation wherever possible because I hate telling people what I really think about them, they may not care but I’m eaten up with guilt later on. Ooh, I just sounded like Meg Ryan in You Got Mail, that can’t be good.
Maybe I should just express myself quietly in a corner of a blog, that way I won’t flip out and scare people 🙂 I’m in such a weird funk this week, can’t wait to get over it and cheer up. It’s just one of those weeks when everything seems to turn to crap at the same time. Ah well, could always be worse, after all.
Mad House 